- I am far from perfect. I fear a lot of things; most realistic, yet all irrational because the only thing I should truly fear is God. I find myself fearing the little things and being afraid of God. I fall every day: I have cursed, I have judged, I have neglected to do God's Will, I have put my foot in my mouth countless times and I have given up. It is obvious that I cannot live life on my own. It is utterly impossible. I am dependent. I am needy. I am selfish. I am sinful. I am human.. However, the most important thing about me; I am forgiven.
Psalm 46:10 Be still and know that I am God.
I have been through a lot these past few months. Ever since my 16th birthday I have changed dramatically. I have growd up, lost friends, gained friends, been beaten down emotionally, almost watched my friend die, watched her survive, read a few good books, watched a few good movies, and I've been moved to revival, worshiped like I have never before and I try to live loving Jesus daily.
I've failed. I've succeeded. I've lost. I've gained. I've dived. I've fallen. I've stood. I've been pushed. And I've lived.
I graduated highschool and taken a part time job.
And right now, I'm being still because God said so.